This is how you remind me of what I really am.

First, I remember the times before Late January, early Febuary.

It was... torture with them and what I was? Horrible.

Second, I finally realized what I am. I meet my own demise with my own actions.

Third, I'm too stubborn. I need to accept change, for the good, not the bad. No matter how badly I might want the past back, I won't get it.

So why not just live life happier? And look at what I do have, and build upon that.

Fourth, I think I'm taking everything too seriously, perhaps everything is... not as serious as I thought it is. And that other people take this calmly, not like a wild raging beast, like myself.

I think I believe in Karma. I remember when I was in an incredibly low peak after that incident followed up by that other one. But things did get better after that, so I can hope the same will happen now. Is it garunteed? Probably not, but I'll take the chances.

June is a brand new month.

Lets hope I don't screw it up.