I don't think I've been more confused in my life. In situations like these do I just walk away or continue to fight for what I've been striving for? I want to fight, I want to make things right, but everything always seems so hopeless. I don't know what to do.
This feeling near in my chest? Unbearable. I felt this feeling before, but never was it this bad. I try so hard to act a little happier and joyful around my friends but it just doesn't carry on.
Am I really a man? At least I feel like I'm not, for some reason I take things hard. Unlike all my other friends who just seems to take it and move on. I don't know why I cant do that.
I cried four times the past day or so.
I'm weak. I feel a bit suicidal at times. Would I care if I were shot and killed? If I somehow someone was diagnosed with a disease that was bound to kill in a week or less? No.
My life feels pointless.
Whats there to do besides to just have to move along. Even when my hope is gone, i just have to move along, just like what this song by The All-American Rejects says.
Kill me.
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