Depression, sadness, desparity, whatever you want to call it.

Sadness isn't a good feeling. Everyone should know that.

I've always wondered what's the true cause of melancholy.

Okay well, I know what causes it; family deaths, relative problems, fights, stress, and probably the most common cause, love. Seriously, I know way too many friends with love problems. And I know some of them would be put into a huge depression if something bad happened. But you know what? I completely understand why they would; although they shouldn't.

Words are almost meaningless when it comes to snapping someone out of depression. I can tell my friends to move on all I want but they'll still be sad. So in situations in these, when encoruagement doesn't work, I think time works the best.

I know what can cause me to be "sad", I know the reasons. However, for some odd reason, no matter how hard I try to stop it, it doesn't go away. It's something that's almost unconquerable. I think to myself, wow, I need to think thinking. I know this is the reason why I'm sad and it's incredibly stupid yet I can't seem to get rid of the feeling. It actually feels worse when you know the cause for the sadness one might be feeling.

It also doesn't help that I tend to think way too much. Sometimes I think I just make things seem a lot worse than it is. I hate myself for that.

Wouldn't it be just awesome if you could somehow stop this emotion?

Today's lyrics are from I Think About You Everyday by A Rocket To The Moon

Oh girl these nights are dull

I wish that I could spend them with you

I'm looking at this wall

Repeating "Girl I love you"

Just take your pick

They're all the same

These things that you're telling me

Can't really show me how you feel

I'm breaking down

I'm falling down

But now I'm breathing

And now I am scared to move

Don't listen to a word I tell you

Just take my hand

And I swear I'll make this up to you