Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Today's a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go.

Junior year will commence tomorrow and I don't know if I'm excited or scared.

I'm scared because of all the possiblities. I could end up doing horrible in school, something might happen with friends, or soemthing else starts to bother me. A lot.
Who knows, maybe it'll be like Sophomore year again, because right now, it sure seems like yet another repeat. But I don't want it to be; I don't want a rerun of Sophomore year.
Oh, and I'm scared of disappointment.

On the other hand, I'm excited for all the things that CAN happen. Maybe I'll have amazing teachers, maybe I'll have very few problems with friends, or instead of something bothering me, it'll just be good fortune coming my way. Just thinking about all the possiblities gets me really excited.
But then I just sink myself back into reality and realize that none of those things have happened yet.

I believe this year will be very pivotal.

I wish everyone who's starting school, Good Luck.

Today's lyrics are from one of my all-time FAVORITE, Stolen by Dashboard Confessionals

We watch the season pull up it's own stakes.
And catch the last weekend, of the last week.
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced.
Another sun soaked season, fade's away.

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewell.
Crash the best ones, of the best ones.
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say good night.

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebrations.
One good strech before our hibernation
Our dreams assured, and we all
Will sleep well, sleep well.
Sleep well.
Sleep well.

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