It's a mad world.

So just yesterday i was watching American Idol out of boredom, and I heard this song called "Mad World" sang by Adam Lambert.

I searched up the song on youtube, looked up the lyrics, and thought it was absolutely brilliant.

"I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, the dreams that in which im dying are the best I've ever had"

Those words spoke to me like no other, it describes exactly what I'm going through right now.

All of those things I remember were probably one of the happiest moments I ever had. And now thats its all gone, its quite ironic how some of my most treasured memories are killing me like this.

The first lines of the song states "All around me are familiar faces" which is amazingly true for me too.

Everyone around me so familiar yet its as if I don't even know them anymore. I'm isolated from them.