And with this I wish, I want to tell people about it but at the same time I feel like I can't because I know it won't solve anything. But everyday when something relates to it, I'm really bothered.
I feel at times, I always have my chances but I never take advantage of them, leading to results like these. Sometimes my hardest effort isn't exactly what others would consider "hard"
So honestly, is there anyone left out there willing to listen?
Also, I've also recently began dwelling on the past, but something different this time.
I really wish I had a second chance with this and wow, the things I did before were idiotic.
Aghh, wow honestly I can't even imagine myself doing it now. Damnit. Fuck.
I feel like I could have gotten it to work now, honestly, or else improved my chances. And If only they knew the things I did because of them.
Love is so hard to come by.
I don't expect it for the entire Junior year to be honest. I just can't imagine it.
And to me, when I like someone, depending on the person I like or dislike myself for liking them. Because what IF they're your friend and you don't want to lose them. You know that they probably don't like you back, but yet you like them. At the same time you want to let go of them but you can't because that would ruin the friendship.
But then there are the times where you've met someone new you're intrested in. Those are the moments where love seems much more appealing.
What good is a heart if there aint no love in it?
There's a certain person... that's dear to my heart but at the same time I want to cut my connection from them sometimes; for various reasons. I don't know what to do.
I wonder what I truly am to them...
Lyrics for today are from I Hate Love by Claude Kelly
Cause I hate good byes.
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you was around me every day, every night, it's way too much
I hate love.
I hate love.
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