Saturday, May 9, 2009

Welcome to my Life

The start of today has already been complete bullshit.
Its amazing how some people make the most retarded excuses ever such as "Hey I can't go and meet up with you guys because the weather is bad", while outside its completely sunny and in the 70s. If you don't want to go, just tell them, its not hard at all. And even if that was the weather before, the weather now is completely fine so JUST GO.
I don't care if the person doesn't want to go, thats up to them, but at least give a valid reason. Besides, saying you're going to a party then just saying nevermind is one of the most messed up things to do, so why do it?
I'm really tired of being the one apologizng all the times, because sometimes, I'm not even doing anything and guess what, I end up apologizing. And I only do it becuase I hate losing friends.
Aditionally, no one is ever going to take my side, so why bother arguing?
Sometimes I wish people cut me some slack and understood me.


To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark.
To be kicked, when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you.
No you don't know what its like, Welcome to My Life.

2 comments:

  1. You make a point, but i think the reason people say crap is just to keep their friends, like you do. :o
    Even if the reason isn't valid, at least they try?
    But overall, i think you're way too nice at times, you should learn to be a little bit meaner. (: It's healthy~
    Anyway, congrats on getting a blog!
    I don't know how you find the time to write while being in high school though, with all that drama and school work. DX

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  2. Lol, it really only takes 15 minutes to write a blog, and i guess it relieves stress.
    Eh, I can't be mean, just not my thing.

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