So what now?

What do i now? I'm lacking in Guidance. What is there to do when you've lost three, perhaps even four friends?

Either they're mad at you for something you've done, or they just find you plain irritating out of nowhere. Everytime I try to do what I think is right, it ends up turning out horribly wrong. I just can't take this anymore, I'm SICK of my life.

I can already feel it, EVERYTIME is slowly tearing apart. I guess what she said was true, next year, I'll probably be wondering what I did sophomore year. Who were you?

I don't want it to be like that. But what can I do? I'm done apologizing for things I'm not responsible for, or at least things where I've felt I haven't done any wrong. Someone, anyone help me. I don't think I can take this much longer.

It hurts everytime I see them two. 

"Life is like a roller coaster ride. Once you've reached the highest, most exhilarating point everything comes crashing down"

I guess this is the life of an average teenager huh?